☂ RAIN CASTLE ☂


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I'm moving into castle!
please do visit me when you are free!
:D

IT'S HOOOOOLLLLLIIIIDDDDDAYYYYYSS

I'm gonna fly a kite
I'm gonna download songs
I'm gonna sleep all day all night

What's she was saying...
It is all about her confession.
"You must study for your future"
"You think you can fight with reality? Don't be naive!"

Yea yea
I'm just wasting my time
Future? Ha!
You think I have future?
Don't be NAIVE!


"I've been thinking... suicide..."
"HAHAHAHA, suicide? Are you dare?"


and that's your respond.
nothing more




I hate my existence too
That's why I hate talk to YOU!

Too much hiding
Too much running
Too much crying
I'm tired of this world
Give me a break!



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Depression
I googled "can I suicide" yesterday night
come across an article
it said"
We can't hurt our body
Because they belong to God.
We can't kill ourselves
Because it is God's decision when and how."



We never belonged or own anything ourselves.
so what's the point.
I keep thinking "what's the meaning of life"
"why should we live even if we are suffering"

Living like a zoombie



"Not every pray will be answer"


When will it be answer?