☂ RAIN CASTLE ☂


http://rain-castle.blogspot.com/


I'm moving into castle!
please do visit me when you are free!
:D

IT'S HOOOOOLLLLLIIIIDDDDDAYYYYYSS

I'm gonna fly a kite
I'm gonna download songs
I'm gonna sleep all day all night

What's she was saying...
It is all about her confession.
"You must study for your future"
"You think you can fight with reality? Don't be naive!"

Yea yea
I'm just wasting my time
Future? Ha!
You think I have future?
Don't be NAIVE!


"I've been thinking... suicide..."
"HAHAHAHA, suicide? Are you dare?"


and that's your respond.
nothing more




I hate my existence too
That's why I hate talk to YOU!

Too much hiding
Too much running
Too much crying
I'm tired of this world
Give me a break!



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Depression
I googled "can I suicide" yesterday night
come across an article
it said"
We can't hurt our body
Because they belong to God.
We can't kill ourselves
Because it is God's decision when and how."



We never belonged or own anything ourselves.
so what's the point.
I keep thinking "what's the meaning of life"
"why should we live even if we are suffering"

Living like a zoombie



"Not every pray will be answer"


When will it be answer?

Treat or Trick

Happy Halloween !




Sorry for be-ing lazy update my blog.

thinking about closing this blog
maybe create a new one during November Holidays (:


See how things go~
Ha!

TREAT OR TRICK !

GIVE ME ALL YOUR CANDIES!!!!!

Am I the only one who is walking backward

or


I'm the only one who stop walking









where am I







?

Tag by Shin

Shin, my first post written in Chinese, just for you. Hahahaha


1. 被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2. 請老實的回答每一個問題。
3. 不行擅自塗改題目。
4. 寫完請點8位小朋友 (LoL!)，不可不點。
5. 點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。
6. 那8位小朋友填完問卷，必須把問卷寄回給你填問卷的人。
[PLEASE HIGHLIGHT THESE QUESTIONS THEN CTRL+C COPY IT]

＊＊＊＊--------------個 人 題 - 10 題 --------------＊＊＊＊
01 你叫什么: Shuet Han
02 你的綽號：MeiMei, Carrot, Han, Akitet, Shuet, Big Eyes, Gold Fish... ... ...
03 你的血型：B
04 你的星座：Aries
05 你是男還是女：Female
06 你幾歲：18
07 你住哪裡：Carrot Heaven (:
08 你現在的學校 : Cochrane :(
09 你有沒有手機 : Have
10 承上，那是多少: 1 (I'm very loyal to my mobile, Ha!)

＊＊＊＊------------ 朋 友 題 - １０ 題 --------------＊＊＊＊

11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: Xia
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：Myself
13 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）: WAH!! SO MANY HOW TO CHOOSE :D
14 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）: ALL VERY LENGZAI ONE :D
15 什麼樣的女生你最討厭：FAKE
16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭：always PLAY A FOOL dont know when should be serious
17 你的好朋友有誰（不限）：How many stars there are, and that's how many friends I have :D
18 你經常和哪位朋友出去: Banyak lah... Tak nak kira...
19 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）: meaning??
20 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: All very kawaii XD

＊＊＊＊-----------感 情 題 - １５ 題 --------------＊＊＊＊

21 你有沒有喜歡的人：I like everyone, but I don't love all of them
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：when I can take care of myself (:
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：No wer~ hehehe
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過: No wer~ wuwuwu
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋有：Aiyo, questions 24 & 25 answer this question already...
27 你現在有另一半嗎: No lor~ Intro some nice guys for me la~ hahahaha
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：If that's happen, then only I can answer this question (:
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : Haven't paktuo before, where come the First Love?
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: I like them because they are coolest friends I had! :D
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎：zzzz
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: ..........
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎: Kidergarten :D
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：Aiya, what kind of relationship you want me to tell? ;)
35 現在有人在追你嗎: T^T

＊＊＊＊-------------- 混 合 題 - １０ 題 --------------＊＊＊＊

36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣 ?: Tell him/her take good care of him/herself. I'll miss him/her very much
37如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會: Be strong & glad that I know the real side of him/her
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會: Friends marr, not in relationship also. I can't be the only person who own them, right? (:
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：Provided I can take care of myself (and that's impossible. hahahaha)
40 你上課認真嗎 : errrmmmm.... I don't know
41 你功課好不好 : very teruk... super duper teruk sangat amat....
42 你开电腦都在幹麻: view blogs, download songs, listen to new bands or singers, check out fashion or read favourite drama's plot
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: I'm lazy to count...
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：zzzzz

＊＊＊＊-------------- 兇 手 題 - 10題 --------------＊＊＊＊

45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：SHIN
46 这個人對你好不好：Very NICE :D
47 這個人是你的誰： good friend, secondary friend, mentor, problem solver......
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：I like her very much, now and always :D
49 你們認識多久了: A few years
50 這個人是怎樣的人：FAIR SKIN, smart, kind, sweet, independent, hardworking, helpful......
51 這個人正／帥嗎：CUTE :D
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: of course la~ we eat together before, walk together before, do homework together before........
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼辦：I'm liking her now <3>

＊＊＊＊--------------- 聯 想 題 - １０ 題-------------＊＊＊＊

56 說到正妹你會想到誰: Blake Lively
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰 : Zac Efron
58 說到憨你會想到誰：I don't know what it means...
59 說到痴你會想到誰: please define for me....
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：BLANK [ ]
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰：KAH MEN XD
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：Jun Kang
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: Me lor....
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：DEFINE!!!
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : See Shin & Sook Ching XD

＊＊＊＊--------------- 學 校 題 - 11題 --------------＊＊＊＊

66 你的班導是誰: Pn Kamaliah (:
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個: Last row in class, 3/4/5 row in kuliah
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰: Pn Tan & Pn Kamaliah (:
70 你的英文好嗎：NGM DIM AAAAAAHHHHH!!!
71 你的體育好嗎：Are you joking?
72 你的数学好么：Are you serious??
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：Not like, not hate, neutral~
74 你的學校好看嗎：errr.... prefer Connaught(secondary school) better XD
75 你的班級是: LS3
76 你的班級在幾樓：3rd floor

＊＊＊＊====点到名者请回~~~谢谢+麻烦你们了~====＊＊＊＊
Any volunteers? hahahaha :D

Fly Me to the Moon

Happy Mooncake Festival

Lanterns brighten up all the gloominess aways

(:

The Fearful

" For those who want to believe,
no prove is needed;
For those who can't believe,
no evidence is enough. "

- Keith Gray

Ready for a Change

Finally, black nails.
He is so freak out.

hehehe

(:

Lucky

Found a ribbon on my mama's table.
She don't want it.

I took it and put a hair pin on it.
Voila!
I get a pretty hair pin!


:D

8 to 8

Went to Shu Xia's house on Thursday.
Need to accomplish the banner for "Go Green Week".




Sketch (:



Let' start working!



Lunch break! The chicken rice is so delicious until the dragon can't resist! Ha!









AFTER 12 hours of hardwork......










TATATATA!!!!!!













And even we "terbalik" and look at the posterior side,
IT STILL LOOKS AMAZING!!










Hahahaha! 12 hours, worth it!!
2 to 10 Group, change new name to 8 to 8 Group.

COOL XD



You guys will see it on Monday.
Support GO GREEN WEEK ya!!!


(:

Can I Have Them? Please.......

If you see any of these, please do tell me where to get them.

I want them SO BADLY!!!!




Saving for SHOPPING :D

Weeee~~~

Back to Reality

Back from hometown (:

Now starting busy with my mountains of home works.....



DUH!!

Back to You

I'm going back to you.
Back into your warm arms.
Feel you into my skin again.
And listen to your stories.
Tender love.







Not at Kuala Lumpur for 3 days

WOOTS <3

Art Day

If and only if I can reach you...

Monday Killer

Now I agree with this statement.
"Most people die or sick on Monday."

I'm having a fever.
):

Maybe getting too high during Biology class.
The polar bear things.

Not feeling well after lunch break.
My head was spinning.
Gastric pain.

After I had reached home, mama used the thermometer to test my body temperature.
38.6 degree celsius.
I don't know if that's really serious or not.
Just feel like my brain is be-ing squeeze.

I don't want go to see doctor because they will sure treat my like AH1N1 patient.
I don't like it. Secondly, see doctor = use money. Why I need to see doctor when I have the pills?

Mama said my face was so red, like tomato. But not as a compliment especially you are sick, right?

So I took antibody pills and panadols and had a deep sleep.

I though I can go to school today.
But I still having headache.

Awwwww........
I miss Chemistry experiment.........
I hate this......


Now I'm turning better.
Just keep on sweating.

How to write Surat Sakit???
Aiyo...... Headache.. Headache.....

X(

So I decided not to study on Sunday.
What I did was BAKING :D




Waiting patiently...



Here come the cookies XD


I tried this cookie recipe from "The Star" newspaper.
And it taste great! XD



My mama's "art work" on my hair. :D
Guess my hair is now long enough for a hair cut.
I think I want to keep it longer.
But not long enough to tie up.




Ahhhh.......
I wish holidays come faster.
I want to do more things that I want...

Now hugging my cookie can and start chewing while waiting my sweet holidays.

*Sigh, I'm FAT

Not Right

Everything seem not right at all.
What's happening to me?


They said it's okie but I know how that's feel to be okie.
It's not suppose to be like this.

I blame.
"Maybe is the weather."
"Maybe is the ghost month."
"Maybe is the ... ... ..."




Maybe...
All I was trying to do is...
Blaming myself...



It's been 5 months...
And my spirit has gone.
Not interested in whatever I'm doing now.

Not interested to
Eat
Sleep
Draw
Play
Study



Aiz.........




"WHERE ARE YOU"

Duh !

We are young and We want to have fun


Not ready for the real world



(:

6:02am


I haven't get a little rest



I kinda hate myself for being like this.










Doing last minute work.






)X

Surprise!

You know how hard it is to keep a surprise from you, especially that I love you so much!
I felt so cruel when I had to ignore you.
But at last! It ended on Sunday!


"SURPRISE!!" :D
hehehe. Saw your shocked face and then burst into laughter.
Ahhh Happy birthday, Ah Ba :D








Later, we decided to "risk" our lives to go out during this A(H1N1) season. XD
Our masked faces. Hahaha. Looks like those crazy, psycho killers in the movie. XD





We did something that only 18 can do.
Watch 18 PL MOVIE!!



Okie, maybe just for this time.
I'm not going to watch any 18 movie anymore...






My dear lou dou, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!
LOVE YOU <3>

I'm still holding on.
I don't know when will it stops.
When the time has come, I guess I will just fall apart.


Maybe I should walk away for awhile

Carrie: They say we leave this world just the way we came into it... naked and alone.

Lucas: So if we do leave with nothing, what then is the measure of a life? Is it defined by the people we choose to love?

Nathan: Or is life simply measured by our accomplishments?

Brooke: And what if we fail, or have never truly loved? What then? Can we ever measure up?




-One Tree Hill

:D

http://world-in-bottle.blogspot.com/

so I created a chinese blogspot.
Now I own 3 blogs.

Ha! :D

Feel free to visit :D

Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly.

9 August 2009.
A BIG HUGE GIANT DAY for my family.
My brother's graduation day :D






Early in the morning, I went to bought a bouquet of yellow roses for him. :D
Yellow roses, proud & pride. Hahaha




This dude is so unbeatable!
First class honor, President List, Dean List, Book Prize......
What else can he miss...??




When he walked on stage, receiving his certificate,
I looked at my father, saw the joy, proud and pride in his eyes.
I guess that's the parents' greatest satisfaction.


Bright Golden Futures~




All the best in your future, everyone :D

Break

Leaving my desk for a day.
Went for window shopping today.
Found some nice things :D



Pretty Flowers :D






Love these Cups so much!!







Rabbits XD you know I'm crazy for this XD



Finally, here's my favourite part, FASHION!!
Wish that I can own all of them <3 <3















I WILL BROKE IF I OWN THEM.
Hahaha

I just bought some breads *I'm break holic* and a book (:



Happy happy :D


Back at home makes me freak out with all the reference books............
EXAM NEXT WEEK
and I'm gonna die........



That's reality.
Ha! :D

Wait and See

I can't be as good as him.
Cuz I know I can be better than him!


Ha! :P

Hmmm...

Should I create another blog for chinese diary??

Miserable.....



hmmmm......



Maybe, but not now

Ha! (:

Unplug

My brain is not function.
Because I unplug it.

D:


Not in study mood.
What to do?
Exam is coming and I'm sitting and waiting to die.

D:


This is not good...

Hideaway

-the Corrs

It's time to change, throw out the books and start again
Break all the rules, fall on your face, don't be ashamed
You can't waste more time, 'cause you've been gone for far too long
Trapped in his arms, safe without harm
Follow your heart, don't be afraid

You think that you're OK
But I don't believe in what you say
You think that it's too late
But it's not good, good enough for you

Don't hide away
'Cause I know that you've got what it takes
I believe you can be what you wanna be

Let yourself go, don't you worry about a thing
Breaking the chains - so hard to begin
Follow your heart, don't be afraid

You think that you're OK
But it's not good, good enough for you

Don't hide away
'Cause I know that you've got what it takes
I believe you can be what you wanna be

Don't hide away
'Cause I know that you've got, got what it takes
And I believe you can be what you wanna be

Don't hide away
'Cause I know that you've got what it takes
I believe you can be what you wanna be
You can be what you wanna be

(:

Slow motion

The internet is in slow motion......
Hate logging in Facebook.....
Need to wait 5 minutes ++..
Need to refesh a few times...
Damn slow........
Tortoise even faster than internet.....


Streamyx sux...

Calender Girl

Stars

Don't misunderstanding, okie?
I'm not emo. (:

But I love STARS!!
I love these videos so much!
Beautiful videos, made into like movies.


Don't you think so? :D



p/s: the first video is the official one (: